I met this wonderful guy the other day with all these qualities that I can only dream of. He has those dark, deep, brown eyes. And he has blond hair. He is from England and he speaks with a charming British accent. He knows three languages and one of them includes russian. He even lived in Moscow for a while. He likes to travel. He is very well-dressed. He is a math major. His name is Thomas. I don't know if there is a man more perfect in this universe than he is.
I am in total, absolute and complete love. I can't stop thinking about him.
But I am stuck with a boyfriend that I can't even figure out myself if I like. It is all just not right. And I don't know how to end it without hurting anyone. Or even if I want to end it. I am going to feel so guilty because of all good things he has done to me.
And my guy probably has a girlfriend himself and what is the chance that he is even going to talk to me ever again? 1 in a million?
But he is definitely stuck in my mind for a while and there is nowhere I can escape. I haven' t been attracted to anyone in so long and it feels like a sweet torture.
If only all the dreams in your life came true.